Patty
Reaching for Stars
~*johnny depp, john stamos, and orlando bloom lover*~
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Post by Patty on Jul 16, 2004 8:45:41 GMT -5
My parents and little brother aren't home and I want to get away from here. Theres just no where to go. I'm always getting yelled at and my mom says it's my mouth, but I've been talking to her quietly and has nice as I can so she doesn't yell at me. She yells at me for everything and all I've been doing is crying and I'm not happy at all. Orlando's been leaving my mind, and everything. I feel like doing something drastic like suicide or not eating ever again something like that. My mom said next month shes sending my to a teenage camp, because I need disipline. I have enough, I help around the house, I do everything and she doesn't care. I'm crying now like a mad man. I hate it. She doesn't listen. I'm always at my friends house because I don't want to be here. My little brother is been getting my in trouble lately so much and then when I do he sits there and smiles. I don't care about Orlando no more I don't care about anybody no more. I my mom says I she won't take me to the next race(big thing for me I'll cry for days over this). I don't know what to do but I won't stop crying and I swear I have to do soemthing.
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Post by Miss Knightley on Jul 16, 2004 8:59:02 GMT -5
*snuggles Patty with a big hug* Suicide and not eating don't work, love. Trust me, I've tried both. I've been tryng to think of what to do to help, and here's the only thing I can come up with. Write a letter. it may seem really silly and kiddish, but sometimes it's the only way. I'm 24 years old and I still have a hard time talking to my parents about certain things. There was a time, quite recently, where my Dad really ripped into me and made me feel so small. I could never actually SAY that to him, so I wrote down everything I was feeling in a letter. I gave it to him and asked him to read it sometime when I was not around. Long story short, he read the letter and saw how he was making me feel. Communication lines were opened up, and we have a better relationship because of it now. I hope that helps some, love. Know that I'll keep you in my prayers as well, and please please don't think about those two previosuly mentioned bad ideas, okay? We love you sweetness!  |
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Post by Rainbow on Jul 16, 2004 9:23:39 GMT -5
I'm not going to pass, wisdom. I have none. But i offer many :hugs: Hope it all works out for ya babe PS that letter thing actually sounds like a really good idea. |
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Post by Loreley on Jul 16, 2004 9:43:37 GMT -5
said the same thing on the KF boards before but repetition never does any harm so here I go. 1. you're an infinitely sweet, just wonderful person. don't let anyone talk you into believing anything else. though you might feel as if you were you're not alone. there're a lot of people who love you and care about you and will always be there for you if you need help. there're your friends and us board members, lol. we love you lots! don't let your mother get you down. and if you need someone to talk to or to try to cheer you up you know who you can turn to. |
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Post by Reens on Jul 16, 2004 10:07:36 GMT -5
Hey Aims, *Runs and gives Amy a big hug* I know you are frustrated and I know that everything is confusing right now but just hang in there. You need to vent it out. Letter is a good idea too. You do not even have to show it to your mom. You'll feel much lighter once you process your thoughts either by writing them down or by talking to someone. Remember, talking to an old friend is like looking in the mirror and it is always good to gain insight once in a while. We are all here for you. |
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Post by Loreley on Jul 16, 2004 10:27:49 GMT -5
Hey Aims, *Runs and gives Amy a big hug* lol, thanx *hugs back* but I think it's Patty who needs some hugs more desperately. *squeezes Patty* woo Aims... sounds good to me...  |
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Post by Reens on Jul 16, 2004 11:02:00 GMT -5
Goes to show why I edit so much!!  Now that I 've made a complete fool of myself. Patty, just vent sweetie. |
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Patty
Reaching for Stars
~*johnny depp, john stamos, and orlando bloom lover*~
Posts: 137
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Post by Patty on Jul 17, 2004 8:35:59 GMT -5
Aw thanks for your help guys! Everyone made me see that I have a whole life ahead of me and I don't need to be doing this. After reading everyone's reply's back, you guys made me think twice. I said sorry to my mom because I felt bad even though she never says sorry back I know I did the right thing. Thank guys for the help! |
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Post by Miss Knightley on Jul 17, 2004 11:48:01 GMT -5
Anytime darlin! You're part of the family.  |
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Post by Loreley on Jul 17, 2004 12:49:16 GMT -5
oh yeah you are indeed. |
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Patty
Reaching for Stars
~*johnny depp, john stamos, and orlando bloom lover*~
Posts: 137
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Post by Patty on Jul 17, 2004 13:48:50 GMT -5
aw thank you guys!
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Post by Reens on Jul 17, 2004 15:08:43 GMT -5
Patty: X0X Still feeling foolish. I dunno how I could get your name wrong?  I am crazy that way... (like I have to tell you guys) |
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Post by Rainbow on Jul 17, 2004 15:28:14 GMT -5
haha, crazy is good! crazy people are so much fun. Patty patty, i ma so glad your feeling better now. We love you sweetie. |
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Post by OrliKeiraluva on Jul 26, 2004 10:51:58 GMT -5
Something rather unexpected happened today...My mum sat me down and told me that the man I think is my father is not.  She says that my biologicak father is coming to see me on Friday. I've been up in my room for the last 4 hours, I don't want to talk to my mum right now. And I really don't want to see this guy right now. I don't even know him!! What should I do?! |
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Post by Miss Knightley on Jul 27, 2004 7:52:14 GMT -5
:o Oh my goodness gracious! Wow, I couldn't even imagine....I think you have every right to be upset, you sure as heck have the right to say you're not ready to meet this guy. You need time to let it sink in, I'm sure, and the meeting should take place when you are ready for it to take place, not anyone else.
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Post by OrliKeiraluva on Jul 27, 2004 8:15:11 GMT -5
Ya, I guess you're right. Thanks. I told my mum that I'm not ready and that it's too soon and she said that Friday is the only time that he is in town. I think she said that he moved to LA last year or something. I was really upset with her for not telling me, but I try to keep it in, because she's obviously not having the best time either. I'll just tell her that I can't meet this guy yet, maybe the next time he is in town. I don't even think I have to meet him at all. I mean, he didn't care enough to try and contact me for seventeen years, why the hell does he all the sudden care? Oh well, what can a person do, right? Thanks though Di. |
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Post by Miss Knightley on Jul 27, 2004 8:56:27 GMT -5
you're welcome sweety.
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Post by Loreley on Jul 27, 2004 10:02:00 GMT -5
oh my goodness that's definitely a heavy blow! I don't know if that means anything to you but you have my sympathy and my best wishes are flowing your way. |
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Post by OrliKeiraluva on Jul 27, 2004 14:00:51 GMT -5
aww, thanks everyone! It's always good to know that someone cares about what you're going through. It's hard, but I try to stay happy for the sake of the people around me. I'm not the only one suffering from this. My mum and dad (well, who I thought was my dad) Thanks for all your support, it really means a lot to me. I love you all!! |
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Post by Miss Knightley on Jul 27, 2004 14:16:58 GMT -5
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I am crazy that way... (like I have to tell you guys)
She says that my biologicak father is coming to see me on Friday. I've been up in my room for the last 4 hours, I don't want to talk to my mum right now. And I really don't want to see this guy right now. I don't even know him!! What should I do?!